(Why? because I'm afraid the next step
will require more than I have to give).
Sometimes I make decisions that aren't the best
for my family,
for my life in general.
(It's frustrating, but at some point I'm going to have to form
new, better habits).
Sometimes I pause when I should keep momentum going,
and other times I race ahead too fast.
(I love planning, but sometimes fail to plan).
Sometimes writing, knitting, crocheting
is all that keeps me sane.
Sometimes I not only know, but believe my faults don't define all of who I am.
Too often I'm discouraged by narratives that seem on an endless loop.
Tomorrow I'm going to try something new.