Saturday, June 9, 2012

And sometimes...

Sometimes I'm afraid to be honest with myself.
(Why? because I'm afraid the next step 
will require more than I have to give).
Sometimes I make decisions that aren't the best 
for myself, 
for my family, 
for my life in general.
(It's frustrating, but at some point I'm going to have to form
new, better habits).  
Sometimes I pause when I should keep momentum going, 
and other times I race ahead too fast.
(I love planning, but sometimes fail to plan).
Sometimes writing, knitting, crocheting
is all that keeps me sane.
Sometimes I not only know, but believe my faults don't define all of who I am.
Too often I'm discouraged by narratives that seem on an endless loop.
Tomorrow I'm going to try something new.

1 comment:

Lyds said...

This made me smile. I think you are describing..."human-ness."